NIGHTMARE

Unbelievable night for me
Such a horrible... horrible night ever
I hope I was not there on that night...
I hope I was still in my sweet dream...
I hope I am not the one who seen it...
But... Unfortunately... something’s really happened out of the blue

Two days ago, I heard the sounds that I’ve never heard before
I seen something that I’ve never seen before
And I never have this kind of feeling before
It’s really my very 1st time
And I hope it would be the last time in my life
It was a scary night

I was sleeping at that time
Suddenly I heard someone screaming and crying outside my window
And I didn’t bother about it actually
But that guy kept shouting and shouting
He began to make weird sound
It was going to be weirder
Suddenly, I heard he said ‘Are You OK?’
That time, I knew something's going to be happened

I was going nearer my window and looking up the building without spectacles
I see nothing but I still hearing that guy shouting
So, I went to take my specs
‘OH MY GOD’ I was so shocked
I saw a dead body on the ground
And I looked at his/her (the dead person) friend was trying to pull his leg and move his/her body
I was stuck at that time without saying any words

After I seen it, I don’t know why I can’t breathe suddenly
It’s very difficult for me to inhale and exhale
I think is because something happened unexpectedly to me
That guy going to be mad and he seems like losing control
I was so worried about him actually
And suddenly he ran into the car park and I heard a very loud ‘BOM’ sound
Lots of people and the security guard was running forward to see what’s going on
Quite a long time he didn’t come out
And I thought... he was going to...

Time’s getting longer; the police and the ambulance still haven’t reached yet
After they reached, I saw them take out a black cloth/plastic something like that
And they just put it on the top of the dead body
And I knew what happened to that person
I was so sad on that time
It’s very difficult for me to describe the feeling
Until today, I’m still remember every single thing very clearly included the movement

When the sky turning into dark
Automatically I became very nervy
And is my 1st time sleep without switch off the lights
My friend called me go and sees my school counsellor and tells her about it
But... I don’t know what can I talk to her
Just let the time passing
I think it’s gonna be alright

Wish everyone that I know and don’t know could treasure the people who are still with you
And stay in the pink of health
If not you’ll regret for the rest of your life
Because that is extremely valuable to you
I’ll always remember what happened on that day- 8 April 2009